Bleh. I have been studying all week. AP exam coming up soon. In fact, I shouldn’t be writing this, but it has almost been a week. I figured I ought to before I have a giant memory gap in my life when I read this someday in the future. So right now I’m drinking code red mountain dew and reading my history notes. I just got done wrapping a present for Andrea. Her bday party is tomorrow, yay! I didn’t go to that spirit camp afterall. I will somday. Just too busy this weekend. I did take a break to go to Kohl’s, though. Awesome sales today. Got a few things 80% off. A pair of jeans for $6 something. 
hehe. Aah I can’t remember what I’ve done all week.. I’m so tired. So very tired of studying. I made buckeyes this week. Four batches or something. I made one… then my mom wanted more… then my mom’s friend Val wanted some… and I just made some for Andrea. And I’ll make my grandma some when she comes back to Indiana. I’m so sick of buckeyes. I don’t even want them anymore. Anyway… *yawn* 
back to the homework…
Okay now that I’m a bit more awake, I shall add more. ‘Tis after midnight…. and I’m more awake. -_- Arg. Damned sleeping habits. I haven’t gotten much of anything accompished today. I was supposed to get 80% of my hw done and I’d be lying if I said I even got 20% of it done. Bleh. I hate procrastination. I think it’s just that I’m so sick of seeing those notes… And of course I made the mistake of getting online. Anypoop, I had an odd dream a few days ago. I dreamt that I was pregnant. Isn’t that odd? Never dreamt anything like that before. I’ve never even had a dream that I had kids. I had a big stomach… and… I was so.. happy. This odd happiness I have never felt before. I mean it completely changed my view on pregnancy and babies. Before sure, I wanted one later in life, but I wasn’t completely sure of it or anything. Now… I… couldn’t live life without a child. I mean I want a baby!! lol, not… now of course. But geez. It almost feels as if I’m missing something. So weird… Whenever I see maternity clothes or babies or something now, I almost feel… as if I can relate or something. Oh I know it was just a dream, but just to feel a fraction of what it must be like to be pregnant sure does do something to you. MSN astrology website says that dreaming about pregnancy means this:
1. New life; creativity; new enterprises.
2. Revelation and inspiration;
3. The coming of spring; something new happening at the coming of spring.
Hm. Interesting. Anyway, and last night, I dreamt about cats. And chihuahuas. lol, I don’t… quite remember my dream. Some sort of adventurous one. I have a lot of those. I think I’m going to try to memorize ch. 20-25 before I go to the party. I’ll wake up at 7:15. That will give me… five hours before I have to be there. Now let us hope that I actually wake up. I use my cell phone as my alarm. It’s the perfect idea. I set it on vibrate and attach it to my undies. (only thing I can attach it to since I only sleep in undies and a tshirt) It doesn’t wake up anyone else and.. it’s not so… jarring. You know how regular alarms are just EEH EEH EEH EEH!!! -_- lol, I hate those. My regular alarm never works anyway. I don’t know why. It chooses when to wake up. It’s possessed… that’s it. Ghosty lives in my alarm clock. …maybe I should just go to sleep… Anyhoo, I can’t WAIT ’til the ap exam is overwith. I will be one happy Shelbielbi. I took a quiz thingy from Butthead’s xanga… it was something like, “What’s your style of seduction?” Something like that. He was a charmer. Of course. lol, eek but I took it.. says I’m a charmer, too. Maybe it just says that everyone is a charmer. I don’t think I’m a charmer.. too.. giddy and playful… eeh… I don’t know. What do you think? Am I a charmer? 
Anyway, I shall give y’all a buddy update. Talked to Brit on the phone some lately.. I mean… she still is my best friend other than Jacky but geem-iny crime-iny she can certainly drive me bonkers. I mean she always has to be right. lol, about everything! And it does get annoying that we never agree on the slightest thing at all. But we still laugh and have fun hanging out.. we just… can’t talk about anything serious. Oh well… I finally made her cd. It took me quite a while.. I mean all last week I had orchestra and band and ap us study sessions stuff after school. And I would’ve had ac superb, but it conflicted with an orchestra concert. And then this week, I’ve been studying my brain out. She just doesn’t seem to realize that I really didn’t have time to sit down and fix her a cd… my computer freezes when I burn cd’s if I don’t keep the screen saver from coming on… and it’s time-consuming to gather all of the songs she wanted anyway. But yeah, I made it for her. It didn’t take me too long, so… well, hope she likes it. Besides Brit… I realize that I really do enjoy talking to Jacky. And, lol, seeing her all of the time during school. 
Yay Jacky! Not that I’m just now realizing this, but yep it’s good to have a friend whom you can laugh with and talk about serious issues. I don’t want it to seem like Brit and I aren’t close.. just.. well, we don’t see each other except for a few minutes in the morning and a few minutes after school, so that probably has a lot to do with it, too. Anyway, as for guys… not really interested in any right now. Well, of course I have my little infatuations and what-not, but I wouldn’t want to date any of them. There are only a few choice guys I would ever date at Homestead… very… very few. lol. I just have a lot of guy friends. That works. I find it that many girls tend to dislike me for virtually any reason at all. I have a theory why that is. So, it’s much easier to make friends of the opposite sex, but I’m sure many people would agree with me. Anyhoop… (how many forms of “anyway” have I used in this entry??) I can’t believe an entire week has already gone by. Get this: I haven’t done ANY and I mean no math hw for the past two weeks-ish, and I’ve got a B. lol. I seriously thought I was failing. Or at least a form of a D. Nope! Well, we had a few quizzes and tests.. I didn’t do too badly. Compared to everyone else anyway. I’m very lucky when it comes to failing something. Seems like most of the class fails it, too. So, the teacher either ends up curving it or allowing the students to redo it. 
Teehee. Wow this is ending up being a very large entry. I should comment on peoples’ entries… I know that would take a long time, though. lol, I’m just not that motivated. I’ll comment on Jacky’s… if it’s new… and Butthead’s.. which I already did anyway. Aaaaand Logbutt’s… And I already signed Nathan’s guestbook. Yay Nathan joining the xanga world! As for the rest of y’all… lol, I’ll get to you eventually!! After… um… eeh.. heh. lol, after Friday?? 
I shall try before then. Oh lookey. ‘Tis 1am. Fun stuff. I have to pee. The toilet downstairs is broken. I swear, our toilets are always falling apart. Even I know a little something about plumbing now. Welpers, Ima gonna go to bed. Hopefully I’ll wake up at 7:15. And study…. eeh… lol, something tells me I’ll groan and turn off my cell phone. Oh well! Maybe I’ll just wing that ap test. 
Yeah man.
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Hehe I was watching “Back to the Future” earlier today on tv. I love this part…
Dr. Emmett Brown: Then tell me, “future boy”, who is president in the United States in 1985?
Marty McFly: Ronald Reagan.
Dr. Emmett Brown: Ronald Reagan? The actor? Who’s Vice President? Jerry Lewis?
Anypoop, the bus ride was… lol, quite funny. Yeah… once I got home, I just took a nap. Aaaahh I love naps. And I’m sticking to my diet. lol, what is this, two days now? No extra sugar. Only what’s already in my food… there’s some in yogurt and.. well, anyway, I’m craving sugar so badly I’m about to lose it. 
