May 29, 2005

• Helloooooooo.  I have a feeling this is going to end up having a white-ish background since I decided to make my computer have prettier settings…  Anyhoo, I have been practing Mr. Guitar for this past weekend.  My… fingers… HURT.  And I’ve only learned… down to the third fret… first four strings, lol.  At least I can play any note of those without looking now.  ‘Twas my goal before I move on.  I’m trying to get some sort of.. familiarity with the guitar before I take guitar class.  Took me forever to tune the thing.  It was so…. off.  Scary.  I think I need new strings.  Are they supposed to be rusted looking…  lol, yeeeah.  Could be why my fingers hurt so badly.  BUT at least I’ll get calluses faster.  I guess.  I really just don’t want to have to buy strings.. I’d probably have to pay to have them put on since I’ve. no.. clue how to do that.  Hmmm… hey this was made in Italy.  Just… noticed that.  Arg my computer has spyware and the ads will NOT quit popping up.  It is so fucking annoying.  lol, wow… I get two words typed and an ad covers my screen.  Sigh.  I need a spyware program that actually works.  Anyway, I played Sims 2 yesterday for about 3 hrs total.  Ah yes.  And my computer decided to freeze on me when I finished making Tom Cruise and Nicole Kidman.  I swear it was creepy how much it looked like them.  But ’tis gone.  Hehe… I really don’t have very good luck now do I… Oh well I’ll try it again sometime today.  I had a dream last night about my half sis.  I guess I do miss her.  I contacted her online… and we decided to meet at Scott’s since she was coming to Ft. Wayne for some reason anyway.  The person who was supposed to be her in my dream… lol… didn’t look much like her.  She had dyed her hair red… had this punky bob-like haircut… her nose piercing had grown in… and she was engaged to a decent guy.  He looked quite similar to Keneu Reeves.  She acted how I remember her though…  Bleh.  Too bad.  I think she lives in Muncie in a trailer park.  Yeeep.  She never went to college because she wouldn’t stand up to our dad to make him pay his part of the money.  Her mom disowned her too.  Completely on her own… with no job experience.  All she ever did in high school was concentrate on her grades.  So yeah… that’s… a waste.  Oh well.    Oooooookaaay… haha over 100 internet explorer ads are currently running and more just keep coming.  0_0  Help… 

  
  

  Hello again.  You know, I haven’t eaten much lately.  I didn’t have anything but a cheese/cracker snack single yesterday.  Day before, just a small portion of supper.  No lunch.  Today I haven’t had anything at all.  And here’s the kicker… not hungry.  Hm.  I would be worried, but I figure it’s just some sort of… temporary deal… it just seems too familiar to how I felt in 7th grade…  hm.  Anyway, guess I’m going to start on hw. 

  
  

  “I never treated my mother this way!  Sure I drank and smoked cigarettes and pot and skipped school and snuck out and never cared about grades and…”  -my mother.  enough said.  the funniest part…. lol, she was being serious.

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  Your Personality Type

  
  

  You are an optimist who is often more focused on the past and the future than the present moment. You have an active imagination. You have good hunches and intuitions and people notice that.

  
  

  

  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

  Your Motto

  
  

  “I want to discover the truth in life.”

  
  

  

  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

  How You Work best

  
  

  You work best in cooperative, harmonious environments. Competition, a rushed pace, and a strict format for communication don’t work well for you. Your strength is your open-mindedness. Your Achilles heel is that you are sometimes too hard on yourself.

  
  

   

  
  

  eh?  eeeeeh?

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