November 6, 2005
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Weeeell hello. Today has been a blah day. Yes. Very blah. Hm. Spent about 2 hrs last night looking for scholarships. What… a…waste… of… time… I found nothing! … NOTHING! Okay well that’s not entirely true. I found one for juniors in high school… you have to take this test to see how much you know about tourism… theeeen… you use the scholarship money for whatever you want. … right. Cause I know a lot about tourism. … And there are tons and tons for Cherokee Indians… oh but no. I don’t have a white card. I need one. I emailed the Cherokee Tribe C.D.I.B. Registration Office of N.I.A. and I’m still waiting for a reply… really, I… don’t know how… I’m supposed to prove I have Indian blood… I assume my grandma has the papers I need. Oh whatever. It’ll probably take years. I don’t know why my mom never registered. Hm. Oh anyhoo, I suppose… I’ll… … go find something to do. mm. mhm. I need more excitement in my life. A passionate Tom Cruise-look-alike lover would be nice… lol….ooookay.
Found this on Maria’s Xanga… I like it:
OH, by the way… I hear my uncle is out of prison. My mom heard from my grandma who heard from a friend of my grandpa’s… or something. SO it might not be that reliable. I’d like to see him.. wonder where he is… you know, it’s sad. The dude is so messed up. Mostly because nobody has ever given a shit about him. Not his dad… his mom… his brothers… sister-in-laws… nope. Nobody. Kicked him out when he was 18… never had anything to do with him since. Just because they didn’t want another kid. Nice, eh? So of course he got hanging out with the wrong crowd.. ended up doing drugs… drug dealing.. armed robbery… prison for 10 years! Then he gets out… family really hates him now. He doesn’t have any money… so what’s he do? Drug deals again. Only thing he has ever known. And his brother turns him in. Another 10 years! Although he got some time off… not sure how much. And so now he is supposedly out… and doing who knows what. Just hope he doesn’t drug deal again. I’ve only met him once… he’s an artist… ’tis what he does to keep occupied. He eh.. used himself as his canvas! And he has tons and tons of paintings. Actually really good. I gave him one of my drawings once… long… long ago. Shame. He was a nice guy when I met him… I liked him.
Just messed up. I feel sorry for him… although it’s his own fault I guess. Hmm.. hehe, I’ll post a picture of him! Voila:
Uncle Farron
Okay I’m still bored… so I’ll post this quiz thingy!
Openness to Experience/Intellect
High scorers tend to be original, creative, curious, complex; Low scorers tend to be conventional, down to earth, narrow interests, uncreative.
You enjoy having novel experiences and seeing things in new ways.
( Your percentile: 95 )
Conscientiousness
High scorers tend to be reliable, well-organized, self-disciplined, careful; Low scorers tend to be disorganized, undependable, negligent.
You tend to do things somewhat haphazardly.
( Your percentile: 25 )
Extraversion
High scorers tend to be sociable, friendly, fun loving, talkative; Low scorers tend to be introverted, reserved, inhibited, quiet.
You are relatively social and enjoy the company of others.
(Your percentile: 74 )
Agreeableness
High scorers tend to be good natured, sympathetic, forgiving, courteous; Low scorers tend to be critical, rude, harsh, callous.
You tend to consider the feelings of others.
(Your percentile: 74 )
Neuroticism
High scorers tend to be nervous, high-strung, insecure, worrying; Low scorers tend to be calm, relaxed, secure, hardy.
You probably remain calm, even in tense situations. (
Your percentile: 11 )
