Issma tomorrow!!!  I’m nervous.  I’ll rock, though… yes… yes I will.  Most of anything else I could write about would have to be under a protected entry… so I’ll just leave it at that.

yay for a fun day!  hehe!  lol.  okay well… had my practice with Mr. Otis, my piano accompanist whom I have thanks to butthead… that went well.  He’s a really nice guy!  And I wasn’t as nervous as I thought I would be… still pretty nervous lol.  Andy kept trying to make me calm down.  …wasn’t working very well lol.  Apparently, I was dancing around and tapping on my flute keys about 400 beats per minute every time I stopped.  Hmm yes..  and so I have another date set up for Wednesday at 6.  I guess Wadkins and I both forgot that there’s no school Monday.. so our afterschool practice isn’t.. going to exist lol.  Hmm.. I really hope he’ll be able to some other time.  I could always call him and see if he could still.. do.. it… lol… hmmm… yep! I will!  Yaaay he’ll love that.  So after Otis left, Andy and I just hung out a while at his house.  Played ping-pong.. I fixed his computer!  Yes I am the computer genius.  And then we decided we were bored.. so we tried calling people for a movie.  Logy’s mom made him go to a game.. Ann and Alex were apparently already at the game.. Brennen probably was, too.. Adam couldn’t go.. Cale couldn’t go.. didn’t know Sarah’s number.. Lori was sick… Brit already had family plans… fun stuff!  lol.  So after all that planning, damnit, we were going to a movie.  So we just went to Coventry to “Wedding Crashers”… which was also a pain in the ass to get in.  The ticket lady wanted both ID’s of the people… so I couldn’t just buy both.  So we did what any good kid would do… we snuck in anyway.    lol.  And then we went home… although Andy left his lights on, so it took a while for him.  And now I’m talking to Pauly Poo and Andy!  Yaay.. lol, I have had waaay too much mountain dew…

“It’s kinda like the center of a tootsie pop – usually it takes a few licks before ya get there.” – Andy haha             

i’m having a hard time getting used to my new band ring… looks like two red eyeballs staring back at me… and having two of them is itchy!  suppose it’ll just take some getting used to.  finals almost over… math tomorrow.  eek.  I hope I do well.    thus far, I think i’ve done pretty darn well.  my french final was kinda.. eeh.. not so great.  B+.. i shouldn’t have rushed through it so quickly.  and i should’ve actually read that story.  lol… yeeeah.  a story for little eight year olds… the chapter titled, “Je Fume” or… I smoke.  …yep!  lol.  so leslie and I have a piccolo throughout the majority of concert band music.  fun… stuff.  … yeah it’d help if I didn’t have a piccolo that’s prestige is that of a toy.  oooh weeell.. it’s interesting lol.  at least chester is mostly in the upper octave, so that’s not a problem.  although some notes sound reeeeally sharp or flat since air escapes out of the part where the headjoint connects to the body… anyway!  stayed after with wadkins today.  it was fun!  except for the part of my trying to find him for 20 minutes.  oh well, i scolded him.  lol.  he’s really helping me a lot with my solo.. which is good.  although we spend about 1/3 of the time joking around about something.  staying after again monday… and i think that’ll be my last one.    eeeh… it’s coming up soon!  *shakes, trembles, falls over*  yeah… i’ll be okay.  at least i’m not nearly as nervous as i was for wadkins… so at least i’m improving.  aaand I practiced in the big, open orchestra room for a few minutes before our practice… people were coming in and out of the room, too!  I just said to myself, “well hey, see if these people could play this… yes… hear me roar.”  lol.  aaanyway… I didn’t make it in the nhc honor band… but that doesn’t bother me too much.  i kinda.. wasn’t getting my hopes up too high, there.  no private lessons… first year since 7th grade in issma… 2nd flute part last year.. yeah.  tri-state’s good for me lol.  I have 2nd flute in that, but considering how ridiculously nervous i was during my audition, i’m grateful for anything lol.  I literally shook when i was even playing scales.  bleh.  oh well.  which reminds me… i have to get practicing that.. the 2nd part isn’t easy by no means.. just.. not that hard, either.  it’ll be more fun than stressful, in other words.  course… i have fun playing my solo.. which is the most stressful thing i’ve ever attempted in my life…  so i don’t know, nevermind.  aah these rings bug me even when i type.  hmm… lol.  bleh i’m tired.  i should sleep.  i swear, i never sleep anymore.  stay up way too late… get up early.  tomorrow i’m going with a bunch of peoples to yen ching and the golf dome.  that ought to be fun.    hope i have a ride.  aaanyway.. i’m off.

“Tired of waiting for your water to boil before enjoying your pasta dinner?  Well, wait no more with Pasta Express!  Just slip the noodles in this handy container, and add boiling water!…” – infomercial

now… is it just me…or is to boil or not boil the water the issue?      

So what did I do today.. Opened my locker to find a ton of “Get well!” notecards stuck all over the place from Brit and Greg lol.  Found out I didn’t miss a playing test in orchestra… just a threat to get us to practice hehe.  Wrote down some notes in AP Lit I don’t really understand seems I missed it yesterday.  Took my 138 pt. etymology test today, which wasn’t too bad at all for studying the words 6 minutes prior to taking the test.  I think I did well lol.  Attempted to copy down the notes I missed in Sociology from Andrea… her handwriting is a bit more than what you’d call “messy” lol.  Actually ate a meal for the first time since Monday at lunch.  (sickness = eww food go away!!)  Talked about the usual obscene things with Tally and Greg in math.. hehe, I think I got Greg sick.  Learned how to forge signatures in Fryzel’s lesson… and found out that I have a piccolo solo in band.  …yay!  Hm… as for that solo.. lol, iiii don’t know.  My piccolo sucks for one, aaand I’m not that good on it to begin with.  I shall see.  So, today I must practice.  Seems I haven’t since I’ve been sick. 

“Yay you’re not dead!!” – Mandi lol   

  Bleh I sicky girl. 

Didn’t stay after with Waddy today afterall.  Hopefully will tomorrow.  I am stuck at home again!  Yaay.  I gots to get a group together for after the game this week.    Tally and Brennen and I are bored!!  lol.  Thing is, it’d be late… sooo… I don’t even know if I can go.  Might get postponed til Saturday… but still!  Gots to do something.  Brit doesn’t know if she can come… again.  Gosh, she never does anything with groups anymore.    She’s a buttmunch.  Mandiiiii you have to come!  And Jacky!!!  And and… others!  lol.  Already Thursday and we don’t even know for sure if any of us can go/when/where/what movie.. ahem.  Yeah.  ….oh well!

Hmm… my solo kicks ass.  Although.. my head… …hurts… a lot.  …    I still can’t get that damned Presto ending down at all… nor the runs in the measure two before L… damnit.  Having a little trouble around J… Other than that… yeah.. I’m sounding pretty good.    To myself, anyway.     

“From the eastern approach, the Kumbricia Pass looked like a woman lying on her back, her legs spread apart, welcoming them.” – in the book Wicked…. lol… eeeh.. yep!  I thought that was quite an interesting comparison. 

“The only constant is change.” – Camus

Well, I have a pile of junk food, two Dr. Pepper’s, and a bottle of water.  I already took a four-hour nap, and I’m wide awake, ready to go!  Will I actually use this time to do the hw I desperately need to do?  Hm… that my dear xanga is a very good question.

Shelbielbi: but that is not cool.  why can’t there be “see how long it takes to get laid by the dude”
Shelbielbi: sexist…
Luckyblondi07: because there wouldn’t even be a game
Luckyblondi07: it’d just be, “hey, sleep with me” . game over.

lol, very true!!

Hehe!  Got back from Lori’s party.  It was fun!!  First, me, Andy, Cale, Lori, Logy, Cam, and Sarah went to see the Dick and Jane movie.  It was an awesome movie!  Hehe!  Then to Lori’s house.  … that was fun, too!!  The Cam dude didn’t come with us.  We played lots of ping-pong…watched a moooovie… played Taboo and Catchphrase (lol, I had some eh… pretty interesting answers that I’ll never hear the end of lol…) aaand we ate out of a chocolate fountain!!!  lol.  Fun stuff.  Anyhoo, I’m going to watch the Twilight Zone marathon aaaand surf ebaumsworld!    Happy New Year’s!

Lori:  “Okay um.. you sing while taking a…”

“DUMP! …”  – me lol.  I don’t know why that automatically came to mind lol.  haha.  along with that and the condom and the musssl and masturbation and “tapoo” and… yep!  lol

HAHAHAHAHA go here!!!!!  omg this is so damn funny.  http://www.ebaumsworld.com/mentalhealth.html