February 1, 2006

• So, I’ve had some major “ups” and some major “downs” lately.  Issma went well overall.  I played it as one of my best run-throughs.  Wadkins was able to make it in my room.. and gave me a big hug!  hehe… and Mr. Shultz was there, too.  I was shaking so badly lol.  But yeah…. I played my solo well so we all thought, except the 300 lb. woman in pjs attempting to pass as a judge after getting fired for eating all the doughnuts at Krispy Kreme.  .. ahem.  No bitterness.  Oooh I’m sure she’s a nice person… or something.  Anyway!  So, I got a silver.  Which is still good yeah yeah… but I wanted to go to state.  Bleh.  Oh well, next year.  So that was a combo between up/down… since I felt great after I played it… before I got the index card with an “S” on it.  lol… Mr. Otis was sweet trying to cheer me up lol.

  
  

  Besides Issma, I got some MAJOR scholarship news!!!  MUAHAHA!!    See, I entered this thing I found online called “21st Century Scholarship”… aaand I”m qualified!!!  YES!  FINALLY being poor is paying off lol.  I get four years tuition!!!!!  Doesn’t include book fees or housing… but that comes to around $28,500 according to IU’s website about their fees.  THAT is paid for!!!  HEHEHEH!!!  I’m just waiting on the papers to be officially filed to some federal office bureau blah blah whatever, I’m just in the waiting period.  AAAND I’m qualified for that 1st Generation program at IU… which turns any federal loans I get into scholarships!  I qualify for that in two ways… poor lol.. and neither mom/dad went to 4-yr. college and got a degree of any kind.  You can also qualify if you’re disabled.  That’s.. obviously not me lol.  …my knee!  lol, no.  I do wear glasses lol… anyway.  And so, 1st Generation will pay for my books.. and I don’t think I’d get a fed. loan for housing or not.. or if 1st Generation would count that.. so not sure about housing.  And I’ll also get fed. aid.  Which… lol… I don’t know what’s left to pay!  Because I don’t think that pays for housing either.  And I know I’ll get some fed. aid.  I’m hoping that it can just accumulate until grad. school or something.  I shall see.  AND I’ll be betting $12,000 year from child support til I’m 21!  AND I’ll have a small job!  lol, i’m SO HAPPY!!  I dont have to worry about the first four years… I’ll save money… and I’m just a wee bit worried about grad. school now.  Once I start college… I’ll start looking more into stuff for grad school.  Now that just… seems so far away.  So YEP!  I’m… relieved lol.  Nah nah nah naaah naaah.  Dontcha wish you were me?  *sticks tongue out*  hehehe

  
  

  Obviously that was a major ”up” lol.  And the downer of the week… is the fact my mom is being bitchy about taking me to IPFW Tri-State band that I made it into.  Yeeep.  Should’ve figured.  I’m more calmed down about it now… I don’t know what I’m going to do.  I’m going to talk to Wadkins in the morning.  Bleh.  I suppose having an abnormal childhood has good points and bad eh?  Just like all do.  MY good gets me a college degree hehehe… does yours do that???  lol, okay I’m done.  But yeah sometimes the bad… almost isn’t worth it.  Sigh…  just have to think to the future.

  
  

  Mr. Potter: If we decided to make our own money and constitution for Indiana.. and shot all the secret service agents when they came to stop us, would the president say, “Oh, that’s okay…”

  
  

  Me: Haha, probably.

  
  

  heehehehe, me rappin’ on Bush again.  Potter was comparing his story to the American Revolution lol.  I think I said that a little too loudly, too…

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