You Should Be a Painter

You have the vision, patience, and skill to bring your unique visions to canvas. And you’re even tempered enough not to cut your ear off in the process!

lol, i haven’t painted since elementary school.  oh well!  maybe i should try.  ’tis cold in here.  i feel so exhausted.  i had three tests today… one excruciating, one strenuous, one moderately easy.  AP lit test yesterday morning… i thought went well.  I think I did better on the essay parts than the mult. choice.  Definitely.  I.. eek.  I can remember some REALLY stupid mistakes i made in the mult. choice.  *hits head*  ah oh well it’s over.  ap gov on tuesday!  weee.  I think I’m going to go to sleep for the rest of the day.  yeeeeah….   

Saropoch: the ones that will really be dear to you
Saropoch: are not far away
Saropoch: tread light
Saropoch: for the path you take
Saropoch: is one of pain
Saropoch: and hurt
Saropoch: you wont understand it now
Saropoch: but in the future
Saropoch: when your plans go aride
Saropoch: it will be obvious
Saropoch: and in that instant
Saropoch: you will know
Saropoch: and remember
Saropoch: …but then
Saropoch: ….will it be too late?
-June 04 2005

That’s creepy.

Just when I think I’m on the right track… things are okay… something slaps me in the face.  I suppose that happens to many people.  Sucks, doesn’t it?  You know something…. it really is true.  Honestly… every…. single person who has ever told me things will be okay… has let me down.  it’s almost…. it’s almost funny.  yeah.  g’night.