February 21, 2005

  • Hewwo.  I actually did some hw before I got online!  *shock*  So today was okay.  For some reason.. I played really well in orchestra, but by the time I had to play for my band test, I turned into a speed demon and destroyed it.    Oh well...  I always play better in orchestra.  Anyhoo, I have decided that my life would be a heck of a lot easier without any Haffners in it...  you know, one way or another (whether it be self-conscious or not), I have drifted from each of them... I told Logy that I don't think we should hang out together so much.. well, I said it nicer than that, but that was my main point.  That's just so I don't hurt him, though.  As for Nathan, ha, forget it.  He doesn't seem to want much to do with me, so that's just fine.  Friends I guess?  Sure.  And Brandon.. eeeh..  I don't know what to even say about him.  He's just... arg.  If only he didn't have so many girl issues... really, that's my main problem with him.  He can be such an idiot... We just don't work as friends because we always end up liking each other.  I can't stand being "friends with benefits," as we were for so long.  He on the other hand prefers that, so I take it.  And as for a bf/gf relationship?  lol, well that didn't go very well obviously.  So what's left?  Yep.  I mean if he IMs me, small talk.. sure whatever.  For now, I don't want anything more... if ever.  But anyhoo, on to more bright, happy subjects.    Why is that little dude green... SO what else did I do today... you know, lol, I feel like a traitor.  I feel sorry for my poor whittle book diary.  I should write in it.  (mmmkaaay I'm feeling sorry for a bunch of papers glued together with a hard covering...)  ahem.    Anypoop, I think the MORP is coming up soon.  I doubt if I'll go.. I just can't stand the music.  You know, there should be an "oldies" dance or something.  Like dress up in poodle skirts and tuxes and act like ladies and gentlemen while listening to classy music.  Ha!  Like that'd happen.  I'd go to something like that...  This rap is just.. eeeh.  Nelly and Eminem and... some of P. Diddy and a few others are okay.  Some of their songs are okay, anyway.  I actually have a Nelly CD, so... yeah.  I sure do jabber a lot...  My back is still hurting.  (I didn't mention that, did I...)  See, it hurt a few weeks ago.  Started off with this small pain in the lower back (near my tail bone) and just kept getting worse.  Then it gradually went away.  Now it's gradually coming back.  Odd...  I want to do something with my hair.  It's just.. long.  Just.. bleh.  I was thinking of highlights of somesort, but I don't know what color or anything.  I don't want permanent color.  Maybe just a new haircut.. I don't really like my hair past my shoulders, anyway.  Well, I think I've jabbered enough to give y'all something to read.    I hope it was worth reading!!!  lol, probably not.  Okey, well, bye bye.


    Hmmm what shall I write.....


    "I miss her, our late night online talks, our goofy conversations that would make no sense to anyone but us, just hanging out at the mall or walking around Coventry and back to my house (with or without permission), "playing Life" and "watching Minority Report" in her room... "


    That's from Brandon's xanga thingy.  Made me crack a smile.  Shame he couldn't keep his hands to himself.  Oh wait, no, he just made that up so I'd break up with him because of his own insecurities.  ...Butthead.  -_-