May 10, 2006

  • Hm.  learnmoreindiana.org is a helpful site.


    SO after actually speaking to a pilot and speaking to an instructor at the flight academy... looks like the outlook for pilots isn't that... great.  forced to retire at 60... not much money after 9/11.  yeeeeep.  another idea shot down becuause it doesn't pay anything.  WHAT PAYS MONEY?!?!  i mean honestly.  I want money!  but i don't want to go into business.  ............. i don't know lol.  everything i like seems like crap.  bleh.  well, i won't give up with the pilot idea completely til i know more.  oh, i did find out that purdue DOES have a good aviation school.  I just... wasn't looking in the right place or something.  but yes.  so far, i can go to either IU or Purdue for what I want.  And to Brit, doesn't matter.  She shall go to whichever one i go to.    yay!  hehe.  but yeah.. we'll both probably end up at Butler or something for the first couple years to get core classes done.  saves money.  and buys me more time to figure out what i want to do.  she's pretty set on wildlife studies.  i mean... it sounds exciting... but i was looking up stuff about archaeologists.  pretty much.. the same kinda work.  gone traveling to ruins and studying crap, giving lectures, etc.  ...in the US, there is virutally no jobs.  I'd have to live in.. Mexico.. or Egypt lol.  Which... is almost hard to turn down.  except the fact I kinda like the good ol' usa.  i can't imagine actually.. living in egypt or mexico.  ...yeeeah... but yeah!  they pay mucho bucko for that stuff lol.  ooooh weeeell.  no thank you.  Brit will live in Africa.  .... yep! lol.  have fun with those immunizations.  *cringe*  I just... don't think that's a practical lifestyle for me.  sounds fun!  ... but i'd rather just have a bunch of vacations there.  soooo...  I've marked off about... every... possible career i've been interested in doing.  I'm so confused.  And worried!  It's on my mind all the time.  I don't like not knowing what I'm going to do.  *sigh*.... I suppose I'm back to the idea of psychology.  Every career assesment I take ... "therapist" or "psychologist" or something of the sort is always in the top 3 choices.  usually something to do with art is number one.  .....yeeeah.  well, the average pay in indiana is around 39,000.  That's not... bad.  Just a lot of schooling for not much payoff in the end.  But I'd... like the job.  Correction, I'd love the job.  Just.. meh!  I want money!  So sick of not having money.  Course almost 40,000 for one person is... good right?  Hm.


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