April 23, 2008

  • Oooooh sickness.  Well I have the flu.  All the horrid symptoms are present.  -_- meh.  I have soooo much work to do.  It's... it's not cool lol.  Lots of essays... LOTS of studying.  I probably won't be able to study adequately.  All but one of my finals are on Monday.  The other is Tuesday... which is better i suppose.  Now I can go home pretty soon.  Maybe even take two days to go back to get my stuff lol.  But then summer!  Oh goodness.  Summer sounds so so so so so incredible right now.  BIKING!  Aaaah my therapy.  I still need to contact Applebees.  Meh.  And FAFSA.  And Dawn at Wells Fargo.  And Dan for an appointment.  I've got an appointment with Rasul (IMP sponsor) tomorrow.  Huge portfolio project along with three hw assignments due at 4:00pm tomorrow.  Huge research essay due Friday at 10:00am.  ...haven't done either one!  Haven't even begun studying for my finals... and I"m way behind in philosophy and slightly behind in abnormal psych.  And I'm so tired... freezing one minute, burning up the next... feel like shit.. aches and pains all over... sigh.  I just want to curl up in my bed and watch movies with gatorade and nap.  Meh.  Well okay, how incredibly sick could I get within the next... week?  If I just drink energy drinks to keep me going, load myself with cold medicine (although I have to be careful with that mixing cold medicine stuff)... and stay up to work?  Would that even help?  I don't know.  I know that yesterday, I was literally... exhausted.  I mean really.  I've only felt that way a few times in my life.  I could barely move my body and I couldn't think clearly... dizzy.. .it was horrible.  So I slept instead of doing hw.  THEN i woke up with that flu crap.  I felt like I had something coming on for the past few days.. but the major symptoms came on after I woke up.  Bleh.  Now I'm talking to Brandon and being there as a friend for him, burning up again, not doing hw, and getting a really bad headache.  Logan hasn't called me back and I'm worried about him.  I mean he has always called me back before.  This Lori breakup has him really down and I wish he'd let someone be there for him.  Sigh.  Damn finals week.  HA dead week my ass.  I'm more busy this week than I have been in the past month.  All these damn essays and projects!  And they're not even for the final!!!  -_-

    Meh.