April 2, 2009

  • Boredom, Insomnia, & Procrastination

    Hellooooo,

    Wow, two in one week!  0_0 

    I miss Evan meh.  I have a test tomorrow for which I should be study.... though it seems decently easy.  Going to my internship in the morning... going to attempt to practice guitar at.. some friggin' point before 6 tomorrow.  Such a pointless class.  I never have time to practice -- really I don't.  And the instructors suck at teaching anyway.  Waste of time and money.  Oooh well.  I think I need to register soon.... when is registration...?  I'm out of meal points.  And $400 in debt on my credit card.  Awesome.  I should have a work study next year though making $8.50/hr.  which will be nice.  An income!!  lol.  And I don't... think.... that's taxable?  I don't know maybe it is.  Probably is.  Suck me dry....... Ran into Mandi today and we vented/gossiped for about an hour and a half lol.  'Twas fun   I miss Evan.  This weblog is just a collection of random thoughts.  I think I'm going to email Jeremiah a friendly random hello and very candidly ask if he would like to be pals again.  I don't like lingering hostility... and we did have a lot of fun together as friends before anything intimate occurred.  I wonder if a 1:31AM random email would be borderline "I wonder if she was drunk."  Hmmmmm naaaaaaah it's college.  *writes email*

    Hmmm...... ... well.  lol.  Eeeeh looks like that random friendly hello just went to the shitter.  Message delivery failure.  Hmmmmmmm... *curious*..... Well see now I'm too stubborn to give up on the idea and have to succeed.  I wonder if this number listed on the email account is his cell........ welp, let's see if that text went through.  I hear Oleander terrorizing Circe... perhaps I should intervene.... hmmm.... that's allllllll the way across the room.  Oh you know a random text at 1:42am is a lot worse than a random email lol.  Hmmm.  Oh whatever lol.  Bleck I have chaffing from running so much with crappy shorts.  Ouuuuuch.  So not attractive.  Although since the only one who would care is about five states away... I suppose I can chaffe all I want.  Mmmm chaffing.... mmm yeah.  Meh I miss Evan.  I should go to sleep.  Gotta get up in 4.5 f-ing hrs.  Not even tired.  -_- siiiigh.  You know I should go running when I wake up and take a shower afterward instead of running at night.  I love oranges... Love for Three Oranges is a retarded play.  K wow I need sleep I'm sounding like I have ADD.

    Quote of the day:  "And then we could have sex on the toilet."  -- something like that lol.  Evan and I's sexual experimentation is going too far........ heheheehehe