October 15, 2006

  • Yay we won Regionals!  That's frickin' awesome.  I'm so excited for STATE!!!  AAAHH!!!  *jumps up and down*  And senior night was pretty cool.  Gots to love band.  My dad came.    I was happy.  I'm going to miss band.

    So on another note, I'm very stressed out.  Stressed to the max.  I can't concentrate on anything except how I'm going to pay for college.  And here's the best part: I'm not getting any answers!  weeee.  I think I need to find out more about the ROTC programs.. or other military programs.  Maybe I'm frightened by it for no reason.  ...  heh.  I just... sigh.  I want to go to IU and just get my BS and then off to IU Med School in Indy.  Why does it have to be so complicated...  I wish there were someone I could talk to.  I've talked to Quigley and he really isn't helping me at all.  I've tried contacting reps. from the military programs but they all say "oh yes!  it's wonderful!  JOIN US!!!"  -_-  cult.  Bleck.  It sounds like my dad is going to get a lawyer to put all of the child support toward college.. and that'll go toward this 1/3 of my BS tuition/fees.  Buuut... Umm.... I don't think he gets how urgent it is that he HURRY AND DO THAT... he just keeps TALKING about it.  He isn't liiiistening toooo meeee..  sigh.  I'm applying for scholarships on fastweb and such... but... I mean that's the whole nation I'm competing against.  I didn't win that Wells Scholarship, obviously.  Wasn't even frickin' nominated.  Oh meck. 

    "Do you wanna touch me?" - me to Brit hahaha.  oh man.  we were listening to music on my mp3 player on the way home from band.  I was asking her which song she wants to listen to next, and I suggested that one by Joan Jett.  hahahaha, oh man.  We laughed for 10 minutes straight and woke up everybody on the bus.  I didn't realize how bad that sounded before I said it!  lol